My Secret Palace

When Secret is no longer a Secret~

October 22, 2008 · Filed under Happiness

Last week, i just came back to kl. My holidays finally has come to the end. In fact, i should be having 3++ months holidays. But, i am too hardworking and good to volunter myself a final training again in my previous training company. At first, it is not my wish to work as trainee again. I thought to enjoy my last 3 month holidays before i graduated. However, after persuaded by my parents, i think i should not just sitting at home for 3 months. There are more pros than cons if working as trainee. Agree? Thus, now i am currently working as trainee qs in Mid Valley City, working for Gardens project.

Okok.. i think i am too far away from my title of this blog. Lets come back.. :-). What is the SECRET that i talking about? hehe.. Where to start? Erm.. LEts me structure my brain before i write anything first…

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The last trip i went back to kb has been very interesting one. Why i say so? It is because now my secret of having a BOYFRIEND is no longer a secret. This secret reveals by itself indeed. I never get to say anything to anyone of my family. And, when only they ask, i say yes, i have. And, what leads to the question they ask me? It is ’secret recipe’.

At first, i thought that my parents or sis will be not so encouraging and might ask me to concentrate on my studies first. Who knows, the situation turns the other round. They seems to be acceptable and my mum even ask me to bring him home. I was shocked at first, then i back to reality. Thanks God. I really thanks God for simplify my life, and i was just like release a burden after this secret is no longer a secret.

Then, the first thing i did after the clarification is gave my dear a call. At first, his reaction was just like me. He was shocked, unbelievable and thought i was joking. Both of us were rejoiced with happiness and i can feel that he was really happy at that moment.

Yeah.. now i have no more secret to hide from my family members. It is a good news, do u think so??

** Maybe it is just a small matter, but it is a happiness sharing from me. Hugzzz..

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Results released~

October 9, 2008 · Filed under Happiness

It is just so happened that yesterday i just saying in my blog regarding my semester exam. Who knows, last nite i got a message from my dear saying the release of the results. What a real surprise for me!! It is really so so fast for this semester. Most of the time, students need to wait till after one month only able to know the results, but now… not even quarter months.. Argghh…

Thus, i quickly sat nervously in front of lap top, browsed through Utar intranet to log in. At that time, i really can feel my heart is beating so so fast. All my family members are waiting for my results. God knows how worry and how nervous i am at that moment. Afterall, this was the toughest ever exam for me. I pray inside my heart… hopefully at least i will score an A lar.. and i do think i am doing well for the Development Economics subject.

“Tick..tick..tick..” times move on… I scrolled down the monitor.. and WAHHHHHHHHHH… I obtained results which is not under my expectation. It is much much much much BETTER!!! haha… i worry if i am too nervous till did not see the results properly, i went through the result slip again. YEAH.. YEAH… YEAH.. I did it well. Although not all As, but i am still maintaining myself as FIRST CLASS students. After all this 4 years and 7 semesters, i am still in FIRST CLASS!!! Yuppy.. ijumped to joy, hopped here and there, informed my parents about this good news, and they were overjoyed just like me. Yeah.. i make it!! Congrats to Yuni.. not forget to congrats to my dear also. He did it well!!

Thanks God!! I say to myself, i never believe it to be true as one of the subject i almost drop to tears after walking out from the exam hall. But, i did it!! I make it!! Thanks god for listen to my prayers and thanks to my dear support me all the way and of course thanks to my family members who always being understanding parents. Although i am not born to become the best of the BEST, i have make use of the BEST things given by God to be one of the BEST. Not forget to congrats one of my best fren, Siew Lee who scored much better than me.. She did well too. Congrats gal!!!

I am smiling and laughing to myself when i am writing this blog. I am really happy and proud of myself. All my hard works, lack of sleep hours, study smart, less shopping, sleep and study hours are deservable. In fact, iam happy for myself.

Lastly, congrats to those that really score well in this exam.. YOU DESERVE IT!! cheers~~~~

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Late update~

October 7, 2008 · Filed under Happiness

Dear bloggers, how’s life doing? Got miss me? hehe.. Such a long long time din update my blog. I have so so many stories to share. Finally exam is over, and now i am so worry about the results i would get. hai..

Let’s talk about this final exam..i am so so worry that my pointer will drop for this semester. The exam questions are tougher and tougher. It is so hard for me to tackle the case study given by our lecturer. One of the subject i unable to finish it on time. This makes me really upset and worry. Anyway, i am glad that i pass all of the papers. Now is just waiting for the grades and cgpa. Argh… this is what student’s life… shit…

After my final, i went for holidays with my family. This time we went to Hatyai, Thailand. It is one part of north Thailand. As the holidays break for malay raya, all of my family members having lots of fun in Thailand. I bought dresses, and of course bras.. which are thailand famous.haha…

10 more days, i will be undergo my volunteer training at Mid Valley again.hehe.. It is on volunteer basis since i prefer earn a little bit instead of just sitting at home for my 3 months holidays. And, my holidays is on the way.. i am now planning for my trip to Singpore and Bangkok.. Anyone who wish to follow?? And, for my graduation trip…… i think… JAPAN??? this is suggestion from my dearest parents. hehe.. Anyway, whoever got any suggestions..i dont mind..hehe..

That’s all for this blog.. take care bloggers… will update again. miss all of you.. muacks…

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Your words, My respons~

September 14, 2008 · Filed under Uncategorized

Some hours ago, some days ago, some weeks ago, some months ago or even some years ago, I mind the words pop out frome someone either u really know or u dont even know. In fact,i thought i can be really dont mind as i always think i put down those sadness since long long time ago… But, today, it proves not. It is actually not. I do mind, I do care and of course I do feel the pain in my heart which comes along with tears dropping very silently and gently.

What are the words that really mind to you? Is it when someone saying, ” U are such a bitch?” or “U are just a freak?” or “U are just hiding your real face behind your mask?” or “Oh my god, what the kind of attitude you got?”… etc … That are those common questions where one might feel sad when he/she is thrown in that particular circumstances. However, it really depends. I can say that some might have no feelings at all. He/she will just ignore the words, and life keep going on. And, i always hope to be that typical ’someone’ which i will never be.

I was thrown with a word today. And, of course, it is what third person told me. It sounds this way, “Yuni, i heard that xxxxxxx saying you are really in “princess temper” and that’s y dont want be friend with you.” So lets think, what is princess temper? Directly translate it to chinese definitely will bring out the accurate meaning. ” Princess temper” is a temper does not mean that princess will be the only one who practising the temper. It carrys a meaning where = bad temper, do whatever i like, dont even bother other’s feelings, sure come with a good and damn rich background, whats more…erm…maybe u guys can add on to it. I dont have any idea for it to move on…

So let say about my feelings after i listened to that. I was stunned for a while, need a moment to bring back myself to the reality and relfects back my memory. Surprisingly, i did not cry and i did not take long long time to be ok. But, be frank, i HATE people say me that!! Being born in a steady background does not constitutes to that! Anyway, i thank you and thanks the lovely God who let me know that no turning road. it is always keep going and going. It is always keep moving and moving. Yup..just like you and me. Whatever you think, you say, you spread, and you proud of it, pls go on.

In fact, i dont think i need to give any explanation on that. “Princess temper??” I suddenly reflects a best fren of mine told me something around 7 years ago. He said,” Yuni, you know what is the special about you? It is even you are born in a steady family, you dont act like you are the one.” “So, be yourself, be like what you are. Dont bother. This is the bestest thing that link us as fren.” Yup, when i think of this, i think of that important frens. I trust his words rather than yours, and i dont need your comments to stop my life ongoing. I only mind the words from those that i really meant to them and definitely not YOU.

Start now, of course you are being deleted in my friend list. Maybe just a 2 weeks ago, i am trying to gain back something like what it used to be, but definitely now no more, either future. You are just a passerby who i dont even want to bother. And, i am glad that you are still living in the world that is just complaining about others while smiling in front. Or being a hug-kiss frens in look, but stabbing from behind and acting like you are on the top. That is you. And, pls go on. I pray hard for you, and this will be my last post to you as you, dont even deserve any post in my blog!! OUT!!!~

* Dont try to challenge me and i am not afraid of you.

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It’s study week~

September 8, 2008 · Filed under Uncategorized

Dear bloggers and friends, it is semptember hello from me. Just like my title of blog sounds, it is study week for my second final semester in Utar. Time really flies so so fast and i dont even have time to reflect back what have i done lately. Busy with studies, and still busy with exams and tests.

Tomolo will be my first day paper of final exam. It is Construction Law which involves so many memorizing and understanding. I have been memorizing so hard these few days and most of the time, i finish memorizing one of it then i will forget about it the next day. ARghhhh..or i sit down to study, then 20 mins later, i will be sitting in front of computer playing games and online. Lucky i drop my habit on online chit-chating. Last time, i used to spend 2-3 hours online chit chating with frens or cousins, but now i am thinking it is just a waste of time to chat thru msn as a call will do right? And, i always agree that, a call will always sincere than sms or online chit chatting.

Anyway, i am still very happy lately where i have a loving families, understanding boyfriend, and of couse SINCERE friendss. Yeah..these three parties mean so much to me and i really enjoy my life despite stressful life due to final exams. But this is what student’s life right? So lets enjoy EXAM!!! It might be tough and uneasy, but as long as u throw all ur effort in it, u will get the results u derserved! So, why worries? Tomorrow is always better than today, yeah!!!

By the way, i did a brave thing which i never think that i will do…Guess what, i STRAIGHTEN my hair.. it means i undergo super expensive rebonding la..haha.. I dont think it is nice actually… but easy for me to take care la. No need comb, no need hair dryer and of course no need worry for heavy wind!!! But, not so pretty i think..hehe..

* Any opinion about new Yuni?? I need advice!

** to be continued……

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Just a hello~

August 23, 2008 · Filed under Happiness

Here goes another hello to all of you who are really concern about me!! All the best in everything you do k.. Best wishes go to everyone!!

* I am happy. Yup..at least, at this moment, i am sure that i am showered with LOVE!!:-)

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Belated Photos on 080808 ~

August 23, 2008 · Filed under Happiness

Here goes some memorable pis for my dear and i during our 2nd anniversary. It is just part of it, let both of us keep the whole story of anniversary as our SECRET RECIPE ya.. :-). Enjoy ya

* ” Diamond” roses from him, represent both of us.

* It is 12am sharp when i get this, surprised!!!

* Yeah..superman with his diamond rose

* Happy 2nd Anniversary. I am still in my pyjamas.. What a surprise!!

* One of my surprise to him, his favourite home-made cake

* I am glad that he is surprised by this, yeah yeah yeah!

Ok..That’s all roughly about sweet moments for my 2nd anniversary with dear.. still got lots more to keep in memory within both of us..

Iguana, thanks for evrything u did.. thanks for the gifts, thanks for the surprises and of course thanks for always being there when i am in need. Two years ago, u told me u will build up a memory of only u and me. U said, u need time for that and u will prove that our memory will be sweet and wonderful. Till now, i just want to tell that, u really make it! Thanks again for everything, i love you.

* one of the happiness in August!! Cheers YUNi!!

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I got so many to say!!!

August 20, 2008 · Filed under Feelings

Hihi..everybody.. Its the end of august..but so bad that this is my first article for this month. It shows that i am really busy in this whole month. Many many stories to share and many many photos to upload. But i am really lack of time, lack of fun moment and of course lack of time for blogging.:-)

In short, August means real a lot to me.. Many many happy and sweet moments. But of course, there is unhappiness happen also. The most sweet and memorable moment for me is… it is my 2ND ANNIVERSARY with my lovely dear.. Wah.. we have been together with him for 2 years.. not long actually but not short though!! Cheers and clapss go to our relation ya.. Erm..what i got from him as gift??? I like it very very much.. and what i got for him?? erm..i think he like very much too..haha.. ssshhhhshhh… just keep it as secret between both of us ya..hehe.. May we have more more anniversary to go la k?Bless us!!!

Another happiest moment is it is OLYMPIC FEVER!!.. I am glad that i never miss any opening ceremony whenever i get to watch OLYMPIC.. yeah.. even that day fell on the actual date of my anniversary, i am glad that my dear being so understanding to spend time watching with me at home, cancel the candle light dinner that he had planned for, and still surprising me with his plan. Yeah.. its olympic fever. Olympic really means a lot to WEE siblings and family. Because it is our good daddy used to traine us to sit down watch together while opening and closing ceremony since we were just kids. Even now four of us are separated apart, at that moment, four of wee’s daughter are watching. Yeah…

Just a week ago, i went to Penang. It is one of my favourite state. love it real so so much. Of course i went there not purposely for enjoyment of relax, it is to attend my cousin bro’s convo. Penang is just simply famous for food and shopping..haha…YUp, August is a convo fever month!! Many many graduation to come and i need to attend that!! Anyway, real feel happy for my best friends, Kian Fat and Ann who will be graduated on this coming saturday and sunday. Yeah… I am sure that i will be going on that day.. hopefully can pop up to kb frens to congrat any of them ya.

Erm..what’s more happiness for August.. A lot and a lot.. yeah.. i pray hard that the happiness will last long and long.. will continue this with photos when i have time… be right back..yeah!!

* happy happy yuni in August, cheers~

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