A Very Final Piece of My Results~

{ May 31, 2009 @ 12:09 am } · { Happiness }
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Few days ago, I was first popped up with a miss call stated in my phone. I returned the called and was told that results were released with grades. At that moment, my heart was beating quite fast while I was driving on Tun Razak road. I started to  call my dear to inform him the news. Then, I was stunned. I could’nt drive in a full concentration way, as I knew the results meant so much to me. It was somehow an answer to my future.

I went to British Council as what I supposed to do so, having done all my stuffs, then sat in front of the pc. This was the very first time that I felt how slow the way to access to utar portal. It was really time consuming for one to reach to the announcement of your results’ tab.  I was sweat and totally in a lost. I worried, and I was really panic. I was failed to be as cool as cucumber like what I used to be for the past four years, while browsing through for my results.

To my relief, I achieved what I want. In fact, I preferred better results but I was very lucky to able to continue achieving my dreams and goals in future. But, I was quite sad at that moment. Being a student in Utar, by obtaining 3.5 above, is awarded as FIRST CLASS HONOURS student. I heard from my sis saying where most of the uni will set 3.75 as a first class student. This implies that, being a first class student in Utar, with only cgpa of 3.5495, has nothing to be proud of. That is ME.

The way my family members reacted to my results were just, “huh.. you are just lucky. You are at the border. Luckily you are able to achieve that.”  Maybe the standards set by my family seems to be quite high, which I am totally agree.  However, it is somehow good to set a standard for ourself so that we can improve right?

Anyhow, this results proved my hard work for all these four years in Utar. Life has never been easy, nor tough. But, my effort brings my dreams come true. Dreams are nearer, and still I preferred to be secretive here. I will let you guys know what will be my next move, when it is time. For the time being, I am very glad of my very final piece of DEGREE results.

Yeah.. Honourably announced that, I am graduated as a first class student from Universiti Tunku Abdul Rahman, Bachelor of Science (Hons) Quantity Surveying. *claps claps*

* who really cares whether you are first class or second class or third class student in future? Who cares? :-)

Job Interview-ing~

{ May 21, 2009 @ 2:14 pm } · { missing you }
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As one graduated, the things come next must be sending out resume, then waiting for call, next go for job interview. This is one of the stages where everyone will go through in their life, right? Most of the students will graduate on May and then they will hunt for the most suitable job to their satisfaction. This goes same to my boyfriend, where he is now busying with job interview.

Be frank, I am 24 years old now.. but i barely had any experience on job interview. It is not that I never go for work before, i went, but those were just internship programmes which always excluded the job interview session. So, when my boyfriend and I figuring out what will the interviewer ask, I scratched my head then still have zero idea about it. Somehow, i think this is ridiculous.

Today, tomorrow and day after tomorrow, my dear’s timetable is fulled with job interview session with different companies. He is hunting for a job that is not so far from his house, satisfactory pay and of course a job that provide bright future. He loves to joke and always say that he just hope to be the ‘pearl bubble tea’ seller at night market. The first time he mentioned that, i will definitely reject his thinking and being very aggressive on that. Then, he ended up looking at me, non-stop laughing. Now, when he mentioned again that he would like to be a ‘pearl bubble tea’ seller, i will say ‘pls… go ahead’.. then.. he knows, he can’ trick me off.

Anyhow, this is the special post to wish my dear boyfriend that, he will do well and get the most suitable job that he wants. Dear, whether you hope to be successful quantity surveyor with a chartered sign in front of your name, or you just hope to be a ‘pearl bubble tea’ seller, I will by your side. All the best for your job-hunting session, and I will sincerely pray for the best for you. Just because I love you, I really do. :-)

* Not forget to mention that, if you hope to become a ‘pearl bubble tea’ seller in night market, make sure one day you can have a public listed company. Yeah…:-)

10 things to do~

{ May 16, 2009 @ 2:53 pm } · { Happiness }
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As I graduated, there are 10 things I going to do:

1) Go for a short trip with my ji muis in Utar  - done

2) Go for a Muar trip with special ones – done

3) Moving out from my small room in Setapak – done

4) Attend the career fair organzed by Governement – done

5) Helping my dear to find out the most suitablejob

6) Eat all my favourites in Kl – doing…

7) Go to British Council for infor for IELTS

8) Finish my quilt sewing session

9) Attend baking class held by my boss

10) Do lots of shopping… this is a MUST!!

Yeah.. I am finally graduated and i must finish all those that i mentioned above before I go back to kb.. Of course not forget to meet my besties… Miss Regine, Miss TV girl and Miss Karen … hehe.. will call up u gals very very soon.. be patient yeah.. muacks..

Take care to all my bloggers and friends.. will be back.. :-)

My Last Episode in Utar~

{ May 12, 2009 @ 12:06 am } · { Happiness }
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Yeah…it’s time to say goodbye.. Finally, the day i awaits has came to reality.Everything is over, no more lectures, no more tutorials, no more courseworks and of course no more EXAMs.Four years in Utar came to a full stop after my last sentence in the final paper this morning. It is a kind of weird feeling deep inside my heart, neither sad nor happy.

The very last Degree exam, after four years of hard work and struggling, is all ended up by only simple and nice hand-shake within each other.There are many who came across me, saying good bye.. hugging close to the heart, hoping to keep in touch and wishing for all the best to each other. The feeling is simply GREAT, even for those that used to be unkind to each other, everyone seems to be appreciate what ever happened throughout the four years. This is a NICE ending right?

When i sit back and re-thinks, there were really thoughtful and meaningful moments for me to kept in LIFE, included those precious lessons I learnt from my own experience. It is hard for me to explain it through words, but i know I learn it by heart, not by hard. It will always be a track for me to remember and know well what to do when the same circumstances occur. Of course, life is not easy and I able to overcome it and be a strong Yuni, as what you see now.

In short, the last episode in Utar seems to be as good as how it starts. It sparks of f with a great friendship and ends also with a different bunch of great friends. huh.. this is always a good thing to be appreciated right? It starts off with a naive and dependent yuni, which end up to be strong and independent Yuni. This is how LIFE changes.. I do appreciate, I really do..

To all my friends in Utar, all the best in everything.. May life goes well and many many returns yeah.. Muax.. :-)

He is always pretty than me~ :-(

{ April 26, 2009 @ 11:45 pm } · { Uncategorized }
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Here are pics taken randomly during my study week, somehow, it is true that my bf happens to be pretty than me..  good or bad?? agree?

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I think he is ‘pretty’ rather than handsome. hehe~ He is my DEAR~ The one that I love forever, muacks :-)

A Statement~

{ April 25, 2009 @ 2:55 pm } · { Life and Fact }
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Recently, one of my friend told me this statement which I totally agree…

“The secret that you shared, she share it with another, with the purpose to be close with that one.”

Do you guys get what the statement means? Try to figure it out and you might feel that this is actually happens just beside you. Selling other’s secret to be friend with another one, it is not strange anymore. Human is always unpredictable and of course, DISTRUSTABLE.

Cheers YUNI ~

My Very Last Lecture in Utar~

{ April 25, 2009 @ 12:04 am } · { Happiness }
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* Here is what I called FRIENDS~ (see presentation below?) :-)

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* Sisters in Utar, like this pic so so much~

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* Should I introduce HIM? the one close to my HEART~

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*here goes another favourite pic of the DAY~

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*A group pic of neighbours and all of us~ Cheers~

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* Someone not really invited insist to be in the photo~ hehe..

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* Oystrich and I, she is a very tall gal.. hehe~

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* A girl with lots of fun, by creating humour atmosphere all the time~

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*love this pic too.. everyone’s smile was captured! yeah!

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* what a nice pic!! I don’t know where I am… hehe~

Photos do lot of talking right? Too busy with finals, will come back soon… :-)

Betrayal~

{ April 16, 2009 @ 12:10 am } · { Feelings }
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Have you ever experienced betrayal from any of your friends, your loved ones or even your family? I doubt all of you must have either one of the experiences as what i mentioned.

I got betrayed by my very very best friend. She betrayed me in such a way that I got very disappointed. The moment I know, I was very sad and even thought of calling her to ask for reasons. But, in the end, i never do that. I kept this to myself till I spit it out in the blog now.

I got real mad for what she did. What you share, she share with another. Then, what she do to you, it is not honest. And, what she said, is no longer trustable. What she gave you, it just another trick to cheat you.

We have been friends for years, and maybe she will be reading my post. I just want to say that, I really got mad. I do mind. Maybe she does not meant it, but things do happen not only once, it happens repetitively. I really mind.

This is just a post telling again, I got betrayed by one of my trusted best friend.

* I should learn this as lesson, am I right?

Yuni is happy, right now ~

{ April 2, 2009 @ 9:54 pm } · { Happiness }
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Who really cares how you lead your life? who really cares you are in happiness? You should be back to yourself, do everything to the best, be good to yourself, and that is so called LIFE. At the very least, yuni is defintely very happy what she is having now. cheers, bloggers.. May you be the same too..:-)

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Nearly forget but still there~

{ April 2, 2009 @ 9:45 pm } · { Feelings }
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The feelings are back today. Still remember my tough times in university during the 2nd year of study? The moment where i got totally stressed up with surrounding coursemates, the moment i felt is the end of the world, the moment where crying is the only way to survive, the moment where so many back stabbed me from behind and i still kept on smiling in front, the moment where i know there will be no more happiness in my university, and the moment where i know how to be matured in friendships?

It seems like time flies very fast till i nearly all those nightmares for my four years life in Utar. And, now finally everything has come to the end. Today, i should be honest to myself, the pain is still there. The feelings of depresssion and frustrations are still there. Maybe I have been too busy to dig up the inner part of my soul, and totally ignore it. Till today, the one who hurts me still non-stop stabbing me. In what way she do that? In such a way that she check if my current friends go along well with me. The questions go “Is it ok you be friend with yuni?” or “do you find any problem to be so close with yuni?’. After two years, i got a bit shock when i knew that she is still “concern” about me, by taking another initiatives to do that. Is it funny?

World is changing, everyone  kept on moving. I do change, for the sake of living. Be frank, i never bother about her anymore since the hurt that took me months to cure. Maybe i have totally deleted her name as my friend in the list, but today i just knew that what she is doing is still trying to kill my life through stopping those that want to be friend with me. Actually, who are you to do so? I don’t really understand what is the benefit of you to keep on doing such things? too free? too 38? too hate me? or i am your entertainment?

At the first place where I know what you are doing is trying to go through 3rd party to ask whether my friends get along well with me, i am sad. I must be honest to myself, what is my first feeling to know that? very very very sad. Till i almost cry, tears running on my eyes. Then, i talked with a current good friend of mine. I spilled out everything which i never mention for so many years. It is good to talk out when u r totally in a mess, at least u know that there is a shoulder still for you to lean on. In other words, in the least you are not that lonely. thanks to my dear fren, siew lee.

What is clear that i have been very blessed in family, my study, wealth, health and everything tha i wish for will definitely comes true. As for friends, there are always be opposition with what i want. I do hope that i can have a bunch of friends which can talk non sense whole day whole night, i do hope that we can go for movie in a gang.. but all these are the old feelings. Now? I just hope to have one or two friends who really treat me as true friend. I just hope to go for movie, shopping and karaoke to those that treat me really good. Even one or two will do.. This is me, yuni.

Till today, the sad feeling is still theer. But, so what?? Is it the end of the world? Of course NOT. I have learned to be matured and thanks to those that actually hurt me so deeply. If it is not them, i will not be who i am now. I will definitely live in my own world. It is a special thanks to her to boost up my view of seeing the way today. I know that I am really happy now, in a world that I know i am blessed especially I have my family members who totally treat me as GOLD. This is the ultimate happiness of life that everyone wish for, so what for I stilll want to ask more from God?

I am living in a happiness where everyone dream for, i should appreciate what i am having now. Thanks God. Thanks to those that have been so supportive to me, credits especially to my family, my dear, my best friends, and of course supportive bloggers. 

 

From the place I fell, it is where I am standing right now… :-)

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